Okay, so I’ve been getting really into this cuckold fantasy thing lately. It started out small, just a few thoughts here and there, but it’s grown into a full-blown obsession. I wanted to document my first real attempt at bringing it to life.
First, I needed a partner, obviously. My girlfriend, bless her heart, is pretty vanilla. So, I had to get creative. I started dropping hints, you know? Little comments about how hot it would be to watch her with someone else, how much it would turn me on. She was hesitant at first, understandably.
But I kept at it, gently pushing the boundaries. I showed her some stories, some videos, careful to pick ones that were more about the emotional connection and less about the hardcore stuff. I wanted to show her it wasn’t just about sleaze; it was about trust and a different kind of intimacy.
Eventually, she started to warm up to the idea. We talked about it, a lot. About boundaries, about safe words, about what we were both comfortable with. Communication was key. It had to be.
Finding the “Bull”
The next step was… well, finding someone to actually do it with. This was the trickiest part. I didn’t want some random creep; I wanted someone we both felt comfortable with, someone respectful and understanding.
We decided to try a dating app, being upfront in the profile about what we were looking for. We got a lot of weird messages, a lot of guys who clearly didn’t get it. But then we found him. Let’s call him “Mark.”
Mark was… perfect. He was attractive, polite, and most importantly, he listened. We met him for drinks first, just to get a feel for him. My girlfriend and I exchanged nervous glances, but Mark was a total gentleman. He made us both feel at ease.
The “Main Event”
After a couple of “get-to-know-you” dates, we decided to go for it. We set it up at our place. I made sure the atmosphere was right: dim lights, some music, the works. I wanted it to feel… romantic, in a weird way.
- Prepared the space: dimmed light, background music.
- Made my girlfriend comfortable and relaxed.
- And I am waiting for “Mark”.
When Mark arrived, I felt this rush of… everything. Excitement, nervousness, a little bit of fear. My girlfriend was visibly anxious, but she was also… turned on. I could see it in her eyes.
I won’t go into all the graphic details, but I’ll say this: it was intense. Watching them together… it was the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced. I felt this strange mix of jealousy and pride, of possessiveness and liberation. It was a complete mindfuck, in the best possible way.
I mostly watched, occasionally joining in when they both wanted me to. I was there, but I also wasn’t. It was like watching a movie, but I was in the movie. Does that make sense?
Afterward…
- Checked in with my girlfriend: made sure she was okay and feeling good.
- Talked with “Mark”: thanked him, discussed the experience.
- Reflected on the experience myself.
After Mark left, my girlfriend and I just held each other. We were both a little shaken, a little overwhelmed, but also… closer. It felt like we’d crossed some invisible line, like we’d shared something incredibly intimate and vulnerable.
It’s definitely not for everyone, this cuckold fantasy thing. But for us, for me, it was… transformative. It opened up a whole new level of our relationship, a new way of experiencing pleasure and connection. And, I am excited to doing that again.
