Man, today was one of those lazy Sunday afternoons where my brain just started wandering. I was scrolling through some forums online when I kept seeing this term – asexuality. People talked about not feeling that… urge, you know? Like everyone else seemed to have. Got me thinking hard about my own stuff. Seriously made my head spin.
How It All Started
Alright, so I’m sitting there with my cold coffee, thinking about all those times I felt different. Friends buzzing about dates, hookups, all that jazz – while I just… didn’t care? Like zero interest. Always figured I was just busy or picky. But the pattern kept showing up, year after year. Finally muttered to myself: “Maybe you should actually figure this out instead of guessing.”
Finding The Damn Quiz
Obviously Googled “am I asexual quiz” – felt kinda weird typing that. Tons popped up but I picked the first legit-looking one. Needed something simple, not all clinical jargon. Important thing? Questions had to feel real, not like some magazine personality test.
Actually Taking The Thing
Cracked my knuckles and just dived in. Questions hit different. Stuff like:
- “Do you often feel you’d be fine without sex?” Hell yeah – thought everyone felt that way secretly!
- “Ever faked interest in dating to avoid explaining?” Oh man, so many awkward nods.
- “Feel relieved not dealing with sexual stuff?” Like a weight lifting, every single time.
Each click made my stomach tighten. Wasn’t just answering – felt like digging up buried thoughts. Seriously eye-opening.
Getting My Results
That loading circle felt like forever. Then boom – straight up said “strong indicators of asexuality”. Sat staring at the screen for a solid five minutes. Not shocked exactly, but… shaky? Weird mix of relief and “holy crap this changes things”.
What Happened After
Grabbed my journal and just vomited all my thoughts onto paper. Went back through old memories with this new lens – suddenly so much made sense. Those confusing times? Not broken, just… different wiring. Texted my closest friend like “yo, guess what I just realized”. Scary sending that, but needed to say it out loud.
Biggest takeaway? Labels aren’t cages – they’re flashlights in the dark. Still figuring my exact spot on the spectrum, but knowing “asexual” fits? Man, that’s peace I didn’t know I needed. If any of this sounds familiar… maybe grab that quiz yourself. Could surprise you.
