Okay, so I decided to share something a bit personal today. It’s about, well, getting to know myself better, physically. You know, that thing… ‘touched myself’. It sounds kinda clinical maybe, but it was more about exploration and, honestly, just feeling good.
Starting Out
It wasn’t like some big planned event. More like, I was feeling kinda stressed, disconnected. Lots on my mind, work stuff, life stuff. You get it. Just felt… off. I remember thinking I needed to just slow down and pay attention to my own body for a change, instead of running around trying to fix everything else.
So, I made sure I had some time alone, where I wouldn’t be interrupted. That felt important. Privacy, you know? Made the space comfortable, dimmed the lights a bit. Just wanted to create a calm vibe, nothing fancy.
The Process, Kinda
Didn’t really have a map or anything. Just started slow. Focused on breathing first, trying to get out of my head. Then, just… light touch. Arms, legs, chest. Noticing the sensations. It was weird at first, almost felt silly. Like, who does this? But I pushed past that awkward feeling.
Then, yeah, moved to more sensitive areas. Took my time. It wasn’t about rushing to a finish line. It was more about discovering what felt good, what didn’t, the different kinds of feelings. Sometimes it was just warmth, sometimes tingling, sometimes more intense. Paying attention was the main thing. Like, really being present with the physical feelings.
- Tried different pressures.
- Different speeds.
- Just explored, basically. No goal, just… seeing what’s there.
It’s kinda hard to describe the whole thing blow-by-blow, ’cause it’s super personal, right? But the point wasn’t just the physical climax, though that can be part of it, sure. It was more about the journey there. Reconnecting. Feeling grounded in my own skin again.
Afterward and Thoughts
Felt way more relaxed afterward. Like a weight had lifted. Less tension in my shoulders, less noise in my head. It was a reminder that taking time for myself, even in this simple, physical way, is actually pretty important. Felt more… whole, I guess? Less scattered.
It’s easy to forget ourselves in the daily grind. This was just a simple practice, something I did for me. Nothing revolutionary, but definitely helpful. Felt good to just check in with myself, honestly.
