My Thursday Morning Confusion
Woke up last Tuesday feeling… weird. Seriously horny. Not the usual “coffee first” morning vibe. Just this persistent, distracting buzz under my skin, totally messing up my plan to finally fix that leaky kitchen faucet before work. Pissed me off, honestly. Why was this happening now? Decided right then to figure this damn thing out.
Grabbed my notebook and a lukewarm coffee that had been sitting since yesterday. Sat down at the sticky kitchen table and just wrote down everything I’d done the day before, everything I was feeling right then.
Actually Writing Stuff Down Helped
Started tracing my steps from Monday. Didn’t seem like anything special.
- Sweat like crazy: Pushed harder than usual at the crappy local gym Monday evening. That stupid treadmill was stuck on an incline, basically ran uphill for damn near 45 minutes.
- Slept like garbage: Went to bed late scrolling on my damn phone, then the neighbor’s cat decided 3 AM was perfect for a howling contest. Probably got about 5 hours total, broken sleep.
- Felt kinda… lonely?: Scrolled through social media before bed, saw pics from an old friend’s big family vacation. Didn’t think much of it at the time, but writing it down… yeah, maybe it hit different.
Connecting My Own Dots
Stared at my messy notes. The sweating, the lack of sleep, the weird pang about seeing family stuff…
Holy crap. It kinda clicked. Maybe this horny feeling wasn’t just sex stuff? Felt like my body was yelling about something else entirely.
- Physical Overload: That intense workout, sweating buckets? My body probably just got all revved up and didn’t shut down properly. Like hitting the gas pedal when the car’s in park.
- Sleep Disaster: Being exhausted messes everything up. Hormones get jumpy, stress goes up… no wonder my wires got crossed.
- That Weird Feeling: Seeing the vacation pics… maybe touched a nerve? Feeling disconnected? Sometimes feeling horny feels kinda close to wanting comfort or feeling a bit lost. Like a confused signal.
It wasn’t like reading a textbook explanation. It was seeing my own damn life written down in my messy handwriting and suddenly making sense.
What Did I Actually Do With This?
Okay, cool, I figured out why. But then what?
That Thursday morning, instead of feeling frustrated or distracted, I decided to actually address the reasons.
- Drank a huge glass of water (sweating needs fixing).
- Made a damn promise to myself: lights out by 11 PM that night, phone downstairs charging. Slept like a rock.
- Texted my cousin just to check in, shoot the breeze. Felt good to connect.
The horny feeling? It dialed way down once I stopped fighting it and listened to what my body was actually probably yelling about.
It’s not always a simple sex thing. Sometimes it’s just your body screaming for water, sleep, or maybe just a text back to a friend. Paying attention to the other stuff first clears the static.
